The Fabric of Existence Will Be Destroyed

Well, I fucked up again. It always happens and I can't do anything about it. So we met this someone and I just wanted to make things a little bit right and what happened next was not what I'd expect it to be. I feel like I'm making all of the things around me worse. Of course they are still my friends but they just say that because they pity me and if I didn't have them, I'd be nothing. I was just forcing them to be my friends. Maybe I don't deserve them at all. Well you have the right to be mad, it's totally okay with me. Forgiveness may come but you can't just give that every time I mess up. I have always been pestering you each time I had the chance and you just came back as if nothing happened. I've done things in the past you did not really like. Maybe this time you and I may want to end it. Don't lose hope in attending fun stuff that you like just because of this. Clearly it was my fault, all mine. I was hasty and I know waste comes next. What I wanted to do was help or make it fun for you. I can't do that for myself so I do it for other people. And in the process of doing it, I end up making it worse for you and anyone else that I did good things to. You could probably say that I wasn't really a good friend to anyone I meet. Not only to you but to others as well and just whatever.

The Gosiengfiao Sisters

Awww, long time since it has been written here, ok now you have an idea of what this post will be all about. And you are right, it will be about Ashley Gosiengfiao and her sister Alodia Gosiengfiao who cosplays a lot and goes to different events that require her to dress up as someone else and in so many colors and stuff and it would make her beautiful, pretty, and attractive and all. And sometimes it doesn't. I've only seen her like, twice, and before that, I've only see her on teevee and shows that would want her to appear as a certain character which is good for exposure and now look where she's at. As for her sister(younger), Ashley Gosiengfiao, I did not believe that she had a sister. I was asked the famous Shakesperean question, "Alodia Gosiengfiao has a sister?". Yeah yeah yeah, so she has a sister. At first, she was just like an ordinary person like she was not the sister of a somewhat famous cosplayer/personality. She was really willing to be taken a picture of and of different people with her. Actually I made a site in Multiply about her and all stuffs, like band, her sister, people who like her for who she is and this is getting quite out of hand. Maybe I do like her but why? The reason, I do not know. I'll still wait and figure it out but for the mean time, I'd like to thank God for giving me the opportunity to live longer and to appreciate what He has given us. That is why we must always appreciate no matter what it is or what it will be.