Christmas Toycon it is all about it, this blog.

Woohoo! yes it was so much fun aside from all of the nonsense shoe booth/counter/theyaresellingittogetridofrejecteditems on sale (kuno). The toys were so much frustrating to the point that I got in, again my usual mood, "not in the mood". I just want the MP-01 to 05 and will just cost around 25000 pesos. So I will need a "decent job" with a fair amount of salary to ensure that next toycon I will be buying them and imma display them. Of course, there was a cosplay event. It was an event but you just get to cosplay your cosplay of choice. No limit to entries and everyone else could do the walk thingy on the stage. There was this Hot Abarai Renji and Ban-Chan was the best of all, woohoo! hooray!!!. I saw new comers and the not so new (wala si magical princess/sailor man). We ate and of course drank a lot ate again some more waited for mikururu and no hope came. Cameras flashing here and there. Taking pictures of people we do not know and we enjoy it. Overall, it was really a wonderful experience. Thanks to the cosplayers for bearing with us, the fans and the management, and all other kinds of sponsorship that made this possible and the, me (psycho ako, wag kayong lumapit sakin). Guys, next time will be even better than this. It will keep getting better and better all the time. SO KAWAII!!! I will meet you soon, HOT Abarai Renji!!!

Hataw Hanep Hero 3: The Amped Edition

Yehey! We went to the hero con and it was most fun and exciting. Before we got in, we ate the krispy kreme that I bought because they said food isn't allowed inside. Well, at first, was and then I was kinda not in the mood (my usual mood for any time of the day because I feel exerting too much effort is not necessary anymore), anyway back to the H3, we were all at the silver city convention center and there were a lot of cosplayers, although no alodia the immortal or her cute lil sis ashley (I like her so much). Of course, I as a guy looked for cosplayers the cute and not so cute and the appealing and the not. I brought 3 friends along and I'll remember to cancel on them next time. It was really tiring and all but it was worth the standing, walking, shyness overcome, face to show them to take a picture of. We go here, we go there, take a picture of her, him and the not so him and her, and everthing. All in all, the cosplayers were good, none of them were really bad or did not show any interest in being taken a picture of. This event was a success and thanks for all those who accompanied me and joined me for this event. See you next year!

I Cannot Die....

Well, my dad and I got into this little disagreement and I told him things that were true and he got mad. He said he'll kill me and chop my head off. I told myself that I'll be the first one to do it. He can't kill me but I can kill him. Why do I say this? He's been drinking and drinking for a lot months now and wasting money. He doesn't even show the slightest concern when my mom decided to fix our house. Well, he washes clothes and cleans the house and then sleeps, eats and everything. I feel like he is providing us with nothing. I think its because we rely on someone for us to eat and buy stuff. Come on, you are the father. You should atleast do something other than what you're doing right now. He doesn't have the motivation anymore. It can't go on forever like this. Drastic measures should be done. Then I say this, Kill or Be Killed. There's no easy way for me now. I have to watch every step and if I don't have to sleep, I won't. This is way too much for me, my brother, my sister who is working so hard for us and he just wastes his money on lottery tickets without a hope of winning, and my mom, who has endured this suffering long enough. I will make this choice that I think is right and will be the best solution for us.

The Fabric of Existence Will Be Destroyed

Well, I fucked up again. It always happens and I can't do anything about it. So we met this someone and I just wanted to make things a little bit right and what happened next was not what I'd expect it to be. I feel like I'm making all of the things around me worse. Of course they are still my friends but they just say that because they pity me and if I didn't have them, I'd be nothing. I was just forcing them to be my friends. Maybe I don't deserve them at all. Well you have the right to be mad, it's totally okay with me. Forgiveness may come but you can't just give that every time I mess up. I have always been pestering you each time I had the chance and you just came back as if nothing happened. I've done things in the past you did not really like. Maybe this time you and I may want to end it. Don't lose hope in attending fun stuff that you like just because of this. Clearly it was my fault, all mine. I was hasty and I know waste comes next. What I wanted to do was help or make it fun for you. I can't do that for myself so I do it for other people. And in the process of doing it, I end up making it worse for you and anyone else that I did good things to. You could probably say that I wasn't really a good friend to anyone I meet. Not only to you but to others as well and just whatever.

The Gosiengfiao Sisters

Awww, long time since it has been written here, ok now you have an idea of what this post will be all about. And you are right, it will be about Ashley Gosiengfiao and her sister Alodia Gosiengfiao who cosplays a lot and goes to different events that require her to dress up as someone else and in so many colors and stuff and it would make her beautiful, pretty, and attractive and all. And sometimes it doesn't. I've only seen her like, twice, and before that, I've only see her on teevee and shows that would want her to appear as a certain character which is good for exposure and now look where she's at. As for her sister(younger), Ashley Gosiengfiao, I did not believe that she had a sister. I was asked the famous Shakesperean question, "Alodia Gosiengfiao has a sister?". Yeah yeah yeah, so she has a sister. At first, she was just like an ordinary person like she was not the sister of a somewhat famous cosplayer/personality. She was really willing to be taken a picture of and of different people with her. Actually I made a site in Multiply about her and all stuffs, like band, her sister, people who like her for who she is and this is getting quite out of hand. Maybe I do like her but why? The reason, I do not know. I'll still wait and figure it out but for the mean time, I'd like to thank God for giving me the opportunity to live longer and to appreciate what He has given us. That is why we must always appreciate no matter what it is or what it will be.

The name the scars me. mushy, I know, WHO CARES?

What I'm about to write here is purely obejctive. I do not know why I said objective and you may later find it subjective. I know when I see a hot woman/girl/lady/female/the opposite of my sex. She may be hot for me but not for you or for anyone else and I may also find her beautiful and attractive for which you may not. What I'm trying to say is that, it pains me to see someone who reminds me of a name which I will not mention and see her for the first time and be attracted to her. I have that reaction to names which are likely to sound like her and that it could bring something up and the past that just seem to haunt you again for just seeing this person. I hope you won't read this because I will be dead if you do and I cannot show my face anymore when you will be around.

PLEASE DO NOT ATTEMPT OR EVEN TRY (only if you are the person, otherwise, you may read further) TO READ THIS I AM NOT BEGGING FOR YOU TO DO SO, JUST LEAVE ME A COMMENT IF YOU WANT. THANKS!

Appreciation of Art and Surveying about it

Wow, it's been 37 days, 19 hours and 35 minutes since my last entry. That was quite long. For the past few months, weeks, minutes, seconds, and milliseconds, I have been working on my project (actually it's our project, I have a partner for this one) in art appreciation. Well, it was nothing compared to other projects that I had already done. This time it was not easy, not difficult, it was in the middle. Haha! Anyway, I submitted it already and just waiting for the grade which is 600/600 points. It is, by the way, up to my professor to subtract points if ever there were inaccuracies in the project. I had fun doing it. It was a good month for project making and it allowed me to explore the goodness that is art and let me appreciate it more than ever for it changed the world somehow and allowed people to create something out of the ordinary or the thing that they can only see in their mind and then show that idea and tell others the beauty and allow the appreciation to follow.